fantasy book

so many speak of things they don't know. I always thought that the way to always be in control, is to know as many things as possible. knowledge is power!

just like the harry potter books. there were so many saying they are for children (like that is a bad thing. and in the end, we're all someone's children).

you see now, life is never exactly the way we like it, and when it gets rough, we try to make it better. I escape through fantasy books. when the very first H.P film came out, I went to see it. I actually saw 6 of them before I started reading the books. but I really like the H.P literature. it really feels like it takes me away on a land where magic really exists. the books are really well written and every feeling of the characters are well felt by the reader. for example, in The Order Of The Phoenix, Harry's emotions are beautifully written and all his frustrations, somehow, become your frustrations.


it's nice to get out of this silly world

"it happens"

I don't know if I posted about this before, but ever since last year, I've been hearing it a whole goddamn lot! if I'll hear it one more time, I'll stab someone in the face!

not only that I'm angry, but I'm really revolted. it escapes my comprehension how people can be so fucking stuck in their bubble. no one said that everyone should be a genius, or even a half-genius. I just wonder how hard is it to think about your own self? about your mind and body.
you can't say 'I slept with someone. it just happened'. really now?! it's not like you were walking on the street and you fell with your dick in someone's vagina. you don't just run out of petrol, you are a retarded person that should not be behind a wheel..

all the information around us... why would you choose to be stupid?

bable...

this week has passed so quickly. I read a lot. I don't use the computer as much as I did. maybe life is too boring, that's why I like to drown me mind into fantasy literature. and afterwards I panic. I feel guilty because I didn't study enough, cause I didn't pay much attention to research.

song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFITdh7DrW4&feature=related

there are no many words to express such passion and beauty. forever and always: Death

human form

I've been more calm lately. maybe because I didn't think about anything else but my academic demands. I somehow shut the door that lead to all the bollocks. I got up in all that shit and the weight of it all was really pressing on my shoulders, brain and chest. I sometimes have to remind myself I don't have to deal with some stuff, that it all stop.

it's so strange, the human form...

squishy and mushy

I gave my guinea pig, Falcute, a bath and after wards I dried him up. he kept on jumping and squeaking. he doesn't like loud noises

loss

my meat suit is in pain. a headache and a sour throat... not what I need right now. I should be studying and remembering stuff, but no. all I can think is how to rip certain people to pieces.
it's so strange how my meat suit perceives loss.