no one! is different

not even fuckin one is! everyone's

the same shit, wrapped in a different color.

little girl, little boy, yes... all you innocent creatures,

no one gives a shit about you. everyone wants

to be happy and there for will step on anything and

anyone just to be happy. you can't blame them,

that's for sure.


taking shit from people sure won't make you

be more loved by the ones that you wish they

would. in the end, no one can make you happy

except yourself. when you are truly happy, you

got there by doing things yourself.

e.g: *you* finished a very complicated painting.



never have expectations, they only fuck with

your brain. having expectations is so bloody

wrong, cause that is one of the ways you can

get disillusioned. hardcore style.


when people have knowledge, they have power,

there for they have the power to choose.

a good choice will lead you on great paths,

but purposely closing your eyes, now that's

what I call stupid!

if all people were mentally slow/stupid

they would be happy and pleased with

everything in their life.


I hate people. every single one of them.

da, bine...

I just really bloody adore people that say one

thing but then change their minds without sharing

their thoughts, that actually involve and can

disturb others. yes, you are right. when I say

'others' I do refer to me person.

anyways, let us not be gay and whine about it.

I might be called or even judged un-tolerant (is that

even a word?o.O) but when you keep on facing

such bolloks, I believe that at one point you can't or won't

take it ANYMORE!

up yours!

nu pricep de ce se tot agita idiotii care isi fac

cumparaturile in magazinele mare, cu carucioare.

la casa, se tot imping cu carucioarele in clientul

din fata lor. da da si mie mi s-a intamplat. and well,

the thing is that it pissed me the fuck off! asa ca i-am zis

fraierului cu pricina ca o sa-i aplic o corectie corporal apoi.

da da i-am aratat si semnul international...fuckerhead

oh I'm sorry, was my back standing in the way of your knife?

no good deed goes unpunished. that is a fucking fact
that I didn't need to experience once more, for the
bloody trillion time.
it's not that I'm just fucking pissed, but am starting to
give a toss not.

when you really really try, you get shit. from those ones
that should not whatsoever do such thing.


so excuse me if I poured my heart out and you stabbed it.

always and forever the wrong people?

my dear diana I have no idea. perhaps it will go
on forever ( I get that feeling right now) perhaps

you'll get tired of everything and stop giving
a toss and do whatever's right for you, without

caring for anyone else. if they hurt, that's that...
why should you be unhappy just for the sake of

someone that in the end leaves?
here's something for your support:



Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared,
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile, (may your smile)
Shine on, (shine on)
Don't be scared, (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm,

'Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday,
Take what you need,
And be on your way and
Stop crying your heart out

believe in nothing

when family get together it's always hard to shut up. there will
always be someone that will get on your nerves. I know I should
ignore them, I *know* I should not listen, I *know* I shouldn't care.

I know... but what if it doesn't feel right?! what do I do then?

I suppose telling you to fuck yourself wouldn't be professional...

that goes to almost all me university professors. up yours cunts!