if you'd like to discuss this further, we can take it outside

sometimes you just can't change what's in the pas. it's

bloody frustrating, but the truth is that you can't. so,

when I can't do things that make me feel good and jelly

with myself, anger takes over me. you see now, there are

two such people that make me pulse grow. there is this

broad that thinks everything belongs to her. talk about

opinion, truth, orders etc etc. I never said a thing cause

she's friends with my guy but no more. fuck her!

and then there is my cousin's gf that laughed at my uncle

and grandma's funeral. she fuckin laughed. right next to me

my cousin never talks to me cause he is so so busy doing

nothing whatsoever. but guess what?! he actually called

me to ask if I have a book. I knew it was for that CUNT

but I asked "pt prietena (in gand: pizda aia) ta iti trebuie cartea?"

to make things straight, my cousin's father died and grandma. 30

hours one from each other.

so... the book is for her. he said he remembered that I study

geology. oh BOLLOCKS! I don't know who the fuck he asked,

anyways now I have to help that bloody cunt. and I have to be

nice to her. I don't think I'll be, though. in the end how could I?

I loved grandma and uncle and she (she even brought a friend

at the funeral) laughed to my face. my father ( my dad and uncle

were brothers). dammit! I could chop her head off! I'm so fucking

pissed!

I dig violence. it's self destructive...