coma white

I'm so hooked on this song called 'Coma White' by Marilyn Manson.
never heard it will two weeks ago. it's not my usual style of music as
I love a more extreme approach, but there's just something about it.
and the lyrics... the actual song says "a pill to make you numb/a pill to
make you dumb". but all I hear is 'I feel like making you numb/I feel
like making you dumb'.

and each time I hear the first line, I get really violent thoughts. like,
making people numb after a really bad beating. and when I hear the
second one, 'I feel like making you (feel) dumb' I just get a 'thirst' of
mocking people. two in particular.

I've always been a very angry person, but it works for me...