"it happens"

I don't know if I posted about this before, but ever since last year, I've been hearing it a whole goddamn lot! if I'll hear it one more time, I'll stab someone in the face!

not only that I'm angry, but I'm really revolted. it escapes my comprehension how people can be so fucking stuck in their bubble. no one said that everyone should be a genius, or even a half-genius. I just wonder how hard is it to think about your own self? about your mind and body.
you can't say 'I slept with someone. it just happened'. really now?! it's not like you were walking on the street and you fell with your dick in someone's vagina. you don't just run out of petrol, you are a retarded person that should not be behind a wheel..

all the information around us... why would you choose to be stupid?

bable...

this week has passed so quickly. I read a lot. I don't use the computer as much as I did. maybe life is too boring, that's why I like to drown me mind into fantasy literature. and afterwards I panic. I feel guilty because I didn't study enough, cause I didn't pay much attention to research.

song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFITdh7DrW4&feature=related

there are no many words to express such passion and beauty. forever and always: Death

human form

I've been more calm lately. maybe because I didn't think about anything else but my academic demands. I somehow shut the door that lead to all the bollocks. I got up in all that shit and the weight of it all was really pressing on my shoulders, brain and chest. I sometimes have to remind myself I don't have to deal with some stuff, that it all stop.

it's so strange, the human form...

squishy and mushy

I gave my guinea pig, Falcute, a bath and after wards I dried him up. he kept on jumping and squeaking. he doesn't like loud noises